Looking into reconstruction after 3 types of facial contouring

I’d never really been dissatisfied with my original face shape. Maybe just a round, soft face? Then at some point, by chance, I met a plastic surgeon, and they said I had a bit of a recessed chin. After that, I started looking into recessed chins. Maybe because this was a few years ago, it was more expensive than now. Then I saw a place running an event for 3 types of facial contouring, and the price difference was only a few million won. When I looked it up, there were a few reviews posted, and people were looking at those people’s photos and asking for quite a bit of information. Even to me, the results looked good. So I thought, good is good, and it would be nice if my face shape became a little more feminine, so I lay down on the operating table. At first, my face looked bigger because of the swelling, but when I touched it, the bone had really been reduced a lot. I thought once the swelling went down, I’d have a V-line, so I worked hard to reduce the swelling. Wow.. f***, there was seriously no angle at all. They said sensation in the chin tip would come back, but it didn’t all come back, the chin tip was also asymmetric, and my cheekbones were just completely gone. Flat face lol Half of my lips also had no sensation and curled inward, so my lips are asymmetric too^^ I seriously wanted to die, and even people seeing me for the first time asked if I had shaved my bones. My jaw hurts sometimes, and because there’s no sensation, it’s so frustrating. It feels like my face isn’t my face. A few acquaintances had tried to stop me from getting facial contouring, and I wish I had listened then. Something important came up, so I considered not having the surgery, but I had already paid, and it seemed like I wouldn’t be able to get a refund the day before, so I just went through with it. I regret it so much. If there had been no difference, I would just be angry and that would be it, but every time I look in the mirror, I seriously want to kill someone. I’m so angry I can’t sleep, and even when I do sleep, I wake up angry. Even reconstructing only the square jaw now costs over ten million won, so I really feel at a loss. I don’t want to go outside, and I’m embarrassed. When I see people saying they’re going to get facial contouring, I seriously want to stop them, but people who are going to do it will do it, I guess. If you’re reading this, I hope you think one more time about whether you really have to do it. If anyone knows a reconstruction hospital, I’d be grateful if you could recommend one. Every single day is truly painful. I’m seriously going to kill the broker ^^