The day of nose surgery seems hard

I had nose surgery today, and before going into surgery, starting from when they disinfected my nose by pushing what was either a cotton swab with antiseptic or some kind of stick all the way to the tip of my nose, it was so distressing. When they gave me the injection, they said a blood vessel burst and pricked me again near my wrist bone, so that hurt too I don’t know if it was because I hadn’t slept much the night before and wasn’t in good condition, but after the anesthesia wore off, I was so dizzy, and even on an empty stomach I vomited 3-4 times It seemed like black liquid? and blood were coming out, and they said the black liquid was antiseptic.. I never drank any antiseptic, so I wondered whether they had put that amount inside my nose during surgery My ears hurt too, and my home is about an hour? from Gangnam, but whenever I stood up I felt like I was going to vomit, and even after throwing everything up I kept retching, so in the end I sat there for another 2-3 hours. Eventually the hospital gave me an injection?? to help my stomach feel better, and after getting that, I staggered onto the subway and bus and barely made it home. On the way home, the mask felt stuffy too, and the most suffocating part was that there was cotton inside my nose so I had to breathe through my mouth, making my throat dry. The hat I brought was also a bit big, so it kept feeling loose, and the inner corners of my eyes are bruised and very swollen, so it’s a little hard to open my eyes I think contouring was actually better, except for the swelling... On my way home, I thought everyone who has had nose surgery is truly amazing I did it because I wanted contouring and also wanted my nose done, and since my double eyelids are uneven and my eyes are small and narrow, I had thought about doing my eyes too, but after how painful the nose surgery was today, that thought completely disappeared... Maybe I’m exhausted because the contouring swelling had finally gone down and now I’m in another battle with swelling I just wanted to vent because it was so hard!