10 years ago, I had surgery without really knowing anything, and it collapsed after external trauma. After revision surgery, my nose looked upturned, but it wasn’t contracture; it was because the height didn’t match, so it was bearable and I lived with it. Then about 5 years later, during my third revision surgery, they used donated costal cartilage. At the time, the director’s consultation was basically “just trust me,” and I entrusted my nose without looking into it properly, and I’ve been emotionally struggling up to now. Even right after the surgery, the nasal tip was crooked and high like Pinocchio, so we decided to lower it and correct the crookedness as soon as the stabilization period passed. Again, right after surgery it was crooked, but it seemed somewhat improved, so I tried to live with it, thinking I should endure it. Now it’s more deviated, and the nasal tip is showing through too,, I don’t want to endure this mental stress anymore, so I’m looking into hospitals here and there, but I’m also so scared about whether my tissues can hold up any longer.
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