Somehow, it’s already been 1 year since my surgery... After getting through that awful mentally exhausting period, I had been living fine, almost forgetting about my nose and thinking of it as just my own nose, but now the anxiety has come back. I really like my side profile. I had no nasal bridge at all, a hump, and a really long arrow-shaped nose, but it became a nose with an ordinary height, really ordinary yet pretty and natural. But the problem is the front view. I can feel the silicone so~~~ much. It’s not obviously silicone-looking, but the nasal bridge shows too much. The look I’m going for is a cute image, very strongly... But because the bridge stands out from the front, I look so much older And more than anything, I feel like it’s gradually coming down little by little, so I really want to take it out. My nasal tip is drooping too, but should I say it feels like the silicone in the bridge is gradually moving downward? Because of this, I have terrible nightmares and my anxiety is seriously coming back... I’m the type whose body gets inflamed easily, so I’ve lived on medication since I was young. My body is weak, so I can’t have caffeine at all, and I don’t drink or smoke at all. I also have severe allergies... So I’m even more sensitive, and since I put an implant in my nose without thinking it through, I feel like I’m going crazy.. The hospital says there’s absolutely nothing wrong, and honestly, even to me it does seem like I’m just being sensitive,, but my anxiety is so big that I just want to remove it. I never thought I’d be looking into removal... What a waste of money this is While searching, I found out that one of the top three places is right in front of my house. I had even gone to the ENT there many times, but had no idea So I think I’ll go there once. Anyway, I want to remove the silicone, but I’m worried about what to do with the nasal tip. My skin is thin and fair, so the tip is a bit visible through the skin now too. It’s not enough to bother me, but I’m worried that if I leave the tip as is, this might get worse. But I really don’t want to remove the tip.. When I look at photos of my original nose, I think it was so cute and okay, but when I look at them after deciding on removal, it looks so ugly How could I go back to a nose like that.. It’s an endless loop of worrying.
Oh, and my 1-year review as someone sensitive..: Most things just stay for a bit and then disappear. Most are not serious problems.. Later, you won’t even remember whether you had those symptoms. And very important!!!! Sleep straight on your back... Whether a month has passed or several months have passed, sleep straight on your back.