Anyone regret surgery more than I do?

Before <before surgery> <now> My right eye looks huge because of the depressed scar from the epicanthoplasty + the double-eyelid line, and my left eye looks small because the fold came undone + the line is bizarre. When you only look at a cropped photo of my eyes, it doesn’t look that severe, but when you look at my whole face, it just looks like a Snow filter was applied... I’m scared the other person will notice my eyes look strange, so I can’t even look people straight in the eye. Especially when I smile, my eyes look bizarre, so I can’t even smile comfortably. Every time I look at photos I sigh, so I’m not taking any, and the stress is huge. I won’t have time until a year from now, so for now I’m just living without looking in the mirror, not taking photos, and keeping my eyes lowered. My first surgery was epicanthoplasty + double-eyelid surgery, and when I said my eyes looked strange, he admitted it too and said he would also fill in the depressed scar he made, so I had epicanthoplasty restoration + revision double-eyelid surgery again, and this is how it turned out I knew my eyes were ruined again and said I was going to a hospital specializing in epicanthoplasty restoration, but even then he said he understood and asked me to at least come to his hospital to show the progress, so I went with the mindset of, “Look at how my eyes were ruined.” He knew I wouldn’t do it there anyway, but he could have at least pretended to be sorry and pretended he wanted to offer A/S, or else he shouldn’t have told me to come. I definitely thought he was a good person at first, but his attitude changed so much (I never once raised my voice emotionally or acted rudely), so I feel small, wondering if I trusted someone too easily again.... To see how far he would go, I asked casually if A/S was possible, and he asked for another 1.3 million? 2.3 million? won.... Who would get it done there again even if it were free? I even paid an extra 1 million won because he was the director, and it turned out like this What I’ve been thinking lately is that just because someone is the director doesn’t necessarily mean they’re good at surgery. Maybe the director just had a lot of money and opened a clinic in Gangnam, and the scouted employed doctors might actually be more skilled. Anyway, I want to do something quickly, but I guess I have to keep living like this until a year from now....