(Photos deleted) Day 10 after surgery
At one week, there was blood pooling, so they drew blood out with a syringe and pressed hard along the nasal bridge to remove the pooled blood, but after that my nose became crooked
Am I ruined?
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I had a breakdown,, and once I pulled myself together, I thought I should write again, so I came back..
I’ll write my story again..
I,, took off the splint and came home, looked at my nose, and it was crooked.. It was so shocking that tears came out by themselves.. In that moment my mental state just collapsed..
Honestly, when I went to the hospital to get the splint removed, I only went thinking, please just let there be no blood pooling! A crooked nose was not in my expectations at all
But when I got to the hospital, I won the blood-pooling lottery★
Ha.. so they said let’s draw the blood out ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ At that time my feelings were.. worry X10000000 anxiety X100000 pupils shaking... But... well, what can you do about pooled blood, it has to be drawn out... so I just endured it
But the problem was..! The director said there was pooled blood and pressed my nose like he was squeezing it hard..!! Oh noㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ this.... this pain was really enormous It hurt so much I couldn’t even speak~ It hurt so, so much when they drew the blood out with the syringe too, but the director said he was going to drain the pooled blood and pressed my nose really hard toward the hole that had been pierced(?) with the syringe, and that was three or four times more painful than drawing it out with the syringe..
I clenched my teeth so hard then that by the time I came home all my teeth hurtㅠㅠ..
I was anxious, wondering if it was okay to press a surgically operated nose that hard, but he’s the doctor, right? I just thought he must be adjusting the pressure properly on his ownㅠㅠ
But when I came home and checked my nose in the bathroom, ta-da My nose is crooked? ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅅㅂ......... ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ
No, the director told me at first that the surgery went well.... Then does that mean my nose is crooked now because the director pressed it wrong and made it crooked....?
Ha.....
All day yesterday and today I’ve been frantically searching for crooked nose after nose surgery But I’m seeing more cases where people had revision surgery than cases where it got better after time passed..............
ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ I really don’t want revision surgery......ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
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