<Drain removal..><The director personally.. anyway, done..^^>I wrote a post in the review board the day after I had surgery lol After that, I suddenly had a lot to say.
The thing is, breast revision surgery.. It’s a surgery that comes with a lot of stress and really intense emotional hardship when you’re dealing with it aloneㅜㅜ
Because of that, you can’t help but become sensitive, but at the hospital I visited again, they really checked my condition from start to finish T.T Thanks to them, I safely had the drain removed too (on Thursday).
Just like they told me before the first surgery, the director checked every part of my progress. When I uploaded my first review then, it had literally only been a day lol I took photos in a daze while still wearing clothes, and I was overwhelmed by the thought that my breast surgery had gone well ㅠㅠ so I uploaded all kinds of photos, but this time I’m going to write more simply. In conclusion, it seems like >>I got the drain removed and am resting well!<< lol
I can’t tell whether the abdominal swelling still hasn’t gone down or whether it’s belly fat ㅜㅜ lol Still, I’m just assuming it’s swelling~ and from now on I’m going to focus on recovery!
One month, three months, six months.. as time passes, I’ll be able to know the progress in more detail, but even now ㅎㅎ why am I so happy about even the tiniest visible changeㅎ.. Maybe it’s because the psychological pressure of carrying around a botched breast result has disappeared. It feels fascinating.
Even if removing the drain doesn’t hurt, that definitely unpleasant.. feeling.. ㅎㅎ Anyway, since I had surgery that involved cutting into the flesh once again, there’s bound to be discomfort in daily life, but I’m just happy!!ㅎㅎ
That’s also why I’m writing this second review (usually people only write the first one and don’t really write again because it’s a hassleㅜ)
Actually, there was something I wanted to say to everyone~! I was able to find a good hospital through an acquaintance and successfully finish my second surgery, but there must be many people who couldn’t do that, maybe like my first surgery experience.
Whenever that happens, there may be people who blame themselves, thinking, if only I had been a little more careful, if only I had had a little more information.
To those people, I really wanted to say.. it is not your fault..!
And even in moments when you feel devastated, thinking it’s ruined and can’t be undone, there is definitely a way forward for us,, it sounds like something an old teacher would say, but really lol
Even if it’s uncertain, there’s no need to despair.
So everyone, always think carefully! Choose, and choose again. The more you think it over, the more tiring it is, but because you went through that thought process, there may be choices that changed, right? Even if the result isn’t good, it’s not because you weren’t careful. In that situation, we simply made the best choice we could!
The most important thing is not to blame yourself!!! I did blame myself, calling myself stupid ㅎㅎ but thinking about it again, there was absolutely no need to. We didn’t do anything wrong!
Anyway, from now on I need to start scar care again, and I’ll probably live as carefully as I did after my first surgery, maybe even more carefully than then ㅎㅎ Still, I’m going to enjoy it! The much prettier breast shape, nipple position, natural feel... everything worries me, but I’m also looking forward to it lol
And the manager, staff, and director who reassured me like this, comforted me like family, thought things through for me, gave me generous advice, and performed the surgery honestly enough to fully disclose the CCTV footage all left such a strong impression on me.. I told them I look forward to their care for my future progress too.
If I get another chance, I’d like to periodically leave updates on how things are changing, but I’m not sure whether I’ll have the time.
ㅎㅎ I should focus hard on care first.