Exactly 46 days ago (a little over a month ago), I had partial incision double eyelid surgery + ptosis correction + fat removal, and since I’m still a student (I’m a senior in high school), school started recently and I went back, but all my friends’ reactions were bad. They don’t openly say, “Wow, why did you get double eyelid surgery? It looks bad,” but one kid said they were surprised when they saw my eyes (someone I’m not very close with).. If even someone I’m not close with says something like that, that says it all.. So since school started, my self-esteem has just kept dropping, I don’t look in the mirror, I keep regretting it and thinking should I undo the double eyelid surgery, why did I get ptosis correction, and I can’t look other people in the eyes. Even when talking, I turn my body away by myself and try not to make eye contact.. Is it because it still looks unnatural..? I feel like it doesn’t harmonize with my face, so I regret it so much. I should have thought about it more before doing it.. I also have to take graduation photos, and I’m honestly so depressed.. What should I do.. Graduation photos..ㅠㅠ Please give me some advice..ㅠㅠ
+) I’ve been so busy lately that I forgot I had written this post and couldn’t come back, but it suddenly came to mind so I came back, and I didn’t expect so many people to leave comments.. I read the comments you wrote dozens of times, really more than that. Thank you all for comforting me and giving me adviceㅠㅠ It hasn’t even been 50 full days yet, so I think I should wait longer!! Thank you so much for saying so many kind thingsㅠㅠ Thanks to you, I had been feeling down, but I really think I’ve gotten much better. I don’t know if my gratitude will really come across, but I really want to tell every one of you thank you. Thank youㅠㅠ