Looking at it now, he wasn't even a specialist,, The clinic name doesn't even come up,, even if I say it, nobody knows it, and I feel so relieved that nobody seems likely to go there, but it makes me cry
I only went for consultations at two places: one large hospital in Sinnonhyeon and one private clinic in Suwon One was like a factory, and the other was a doctor with strong pride He said he had studied art, and for over an hour he showed off his surgeries and showed review photos, saying my case wasn't difficult and that he could do it well. I kept shouting "naturally" before the consultation and even before surgery, but on the day of surgery he started grumbling that my case was harder than he expected, so I started getting anxious. But I had brought my whole family from far away at the end of Gyeonggi-do, so it felt awkward to run away < I should have run away then I got on the operating table just vaguely praying, please let it turn out well,, but when my eyes had already been completely opened up, he said things like I needed to do my nose too, not just my eyes, and that thinking about doing my nose later, he would open the front of my eyes only this much for now... Even though it was my first surgery, the surgery time was really 4-5 hours,, and I think it took even longer than that
Reasons I developed trauma: He cut off all~~~ my eyelashes The surgery time was extremely long A doctor with strong pride What he said during surgery changed from what was discussed in the consultation My impression changed (looked stern, sausage-like double eyelids, greasy-looking, obvious line) After surgery, I had tearing, stinging eyes, and a lot of foreign matter kept getting in my eyes
Because of the above, I didn't even look at plastic surgery clinics for 8 years But now, since I quit my job, I'm going around for revision consultations to try to improve eyes that still look obviously operated on in photos If I had looked into it this much 8 years ago, what would I be like now..? It makes me cry too, but since I'm looking into it anyway, whether I get revision surgery or not, I'm going around with the thought that I should reach a conclusion and stop being stressed about my eyes now
There are bad reviews of revision surgery, and I also see negative reviews of directors I thought seemed okay, so going back and forth around Apgujeong, Sinsa, and Sinnonhyeon through online research and in-person consultations is really,, What I felt while going to consultations is that since this isn't a hospital you go to because your body is sick, what result you'll get from which person is really,, impossible to know,, I thought I'd never do this again, but since I'm looking into it with my own hands again, I think I'm feeling a bit of a reality check too,,
If I do it, please.. please, I want it to succeed.. I only tried to improve it a little because one or two people threw comments at me asking if I had sleepy eyes, but I paid money and ended up with obvious surgical traces, functional problems, and trauma, so I'm so upset For nearly two months I've been going crazy, unable to sleep, and all this pain Whether through success or calming down emotionally, I hope it settles My face is not everything about my appeal. I hope my body stays healthy, I find joy in life, and I can be happier
This isn't a healthy post, but if you've read this far If you're considering surgery, be careful twice, three times, four times over Look into specialists and reviews before deciding I hope you make a choice you won't regret
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