Before, I only looked at my nose, but these days I just look at the whole photo lol

For a while after the first surgery, it was fascinating to watch the changes in my nose every day, but now none of that remains and it feels like I have completely returned to everyday life lol. If anything, these days I am almost surprised that I used to be so stressed about my nose... I clearly used to worry about my nose every time I took photos, hate showing my side profile, and subtly avoid smiling photos, but now I do not even think about that anymore. Especially these days, I notice it more when I look at photos friends suddenly take of me than in selfies lol. Before, when I got candid photos, I would think, "Ah, my nose came out weird again today," ask them to send the photo, and then zoom in on just the nose part by myself. Now I just look at the whole photo and save it right away if it looks okay lol. Even if that seems like a small thing, it really feels like a big change to me. And my nose tip feels completely settled now too! In the early stage, the tip was a little stiff and did not feel like my own nose, but now the feeling is almost gone and it feels much more natural when I touch it. I had ear cartilage used for the tip, and at first that was just what the director recommended, so I went with it, right? But after time passed, I liked that the shape of the tip stayed naturally lined without feeling overly stiff. Most of all, I like that the tip was not just raised high or made pointy, but was set naturally so it fits well with my overall face lol. What I originally wanted was not a dramatic change, but a clean line from the side and a face that looked a bit more organized, and I think it came out exactly like that! I was curious what it would look like once it settled, but now I can live without thinking about it too much when I look in the mirror, so I feel a lot more relaxed. I also feel proud for some reason, and it seems like I am finally getting used to it, so my mind feels much lighter lol. I hope it keeps holding up well like this from now on!