At this size, it looks natural enough, right??

I got Motiva implants, 300 on the left / 320 on the right. I couldn’t live my whole life with a flat chest, so I made up my mind and decided to get surgery. But I thought that if I just went big no matter what, or if they didn’t measure my body properly and forced in implants that were too much, it could cause problems later, so I narrowed it down to hospitals with breast specialists. Among them, the reason I chose MD was.. because the consultation felt trustworthy.. The doctor wasn’t exactly warm and affectionate, but in a somewhat indifferent tone, he pointed out and explained the parts I was worried about. As someone who is basically born to worry, I actually preferred having the realistic parts explained in an easy-to-understand way over someone just endlessly empathizing and saying it’s okay, it’s okay. It felt pressure-free and straightforward. During the consultation, I found out I had asymmetrical breasts and was worrying like, what do I do, but the director calmly said that most people are asymmetrical, and that the asymmetry could be properly corrected during surgery, so that actually made me trust him more..? On the day of surgery, I was so out of it Originally, I was going to go to the hospital alone, get the surgery, and come back, but a friend who had time that day said they would help so I went back and forth in that friend’s car. But even though I rested enough at the hospital before leaving, once I got in the car on the way home, I felt kind of dizzy We kept stopping and going several times, so my friend paid a lot of attention to me. I felt bad later and bought them beef. I had it done through the armpit incision, and the pain wasn’t as bad as I expected! Like I wrote above, only the day of surgery was a little hard. Maybe because this place doesn’t really require a compression bra after surgery?? I spent the recovery period with just a slightly uncomfortable and stiff feeling, without feeling like I couldn’t breathe or having extra pain from compression. Once I was allowed to shower, I gently washed myself as long as it didn’t strain my arms, but every time I washed my chest area, it felt strange, you know? I can’t believe I have this kind of volume now And the thing people considering breast surgery are probably most curious about is the feel, and for me, the texture softened sooner than I expected. Especially at the 2-week mark, I went to the hospital and got a Mesosoft injection, and after getting that, the firmness seemed to become a bit softer? That’s when I really felt the need for aftercare, so I consistently used the packs the hospital gave me according to the time and dates. This time, I got Fraxel as my 1-month aftercare, and that was really good too!! Still, it’s only been a little over a month since surgery, so I still need to be a bit more careful, and they said that with time, both the shape and feel will become more natural than now. So these days I’m in this weird state where I don’t want to get older, but I do want time to hurry up and pass(?)..