(Surgery review) I feel like I'm going to die..

Ah.. it really hurts so much.... I think it did turn out well, but I don't think I can ever have surgery again I went into the operating room at 9:30 in the morning and got anesthesia, and it stung quite a lot. After that they cut the skin, burned fat, anyway.. ah, maybe the anesthesia wore off midway or didn't work well, because suddenly it hurt sharply.. They stitched it up, checked my eyes, pulled it out and put it back in repeatedly. My eyes are uneven.. After doing the surgery, maybe the difference was pretty big, so the doctor kept taking it out and adjusting it, and it took a little over two hours, I think.. Anyway, the expected time was 40 minutes.. the doctor was exhausted, I was exhausted, I was tearing up.. it was no joke. Near the end of the surgery, they said that something in the middle of my eye was too thick, so the anesthesia didn't seem to spread well into the deeper area, and because I had so many anesthetic injections, it seemed like all the muscles had been anesthetized. Anyway.. it was pretty hard.. They said my eyes are an unusual case.. They said I would swell and hurt more than other people, so I should take good care of it..^^; Anyway, sob sob, I'm so jealous of people who say it doesn't hurt. They said that because I cried so much during surgery today, it would swell even more.. It's so hard to open my eyes.. To exaggerate, it feels like I'm walking around with two bowling balls plopped on my eyelids.. haha But when I asked the nurse, "Should I eat pumpkin porridge?" she said that's what pregnant women eat and just told me to eat regular meals well. What is a way to reduce swelling quickly? Anyway, it's throbbing.. hahaha Please definitely tell me a way to make the swelling go down quickly// But, you know, my epicanthoplasty looks a little uneven.. And on the left eye, the one that hurts so much, it seems like one stitch came loose. Anyway, I'm going to the hospital tomorrow, but I'm so scared it might end up uneven or the doctor might say we should fix the epicanthoplasty again....