I had surgery yesterday..

The surgery before mine was delayed a lot, so I waited a long time before going into the operating room. I wanted to have a long consultation with the doctor before surgery, but,, everything was so hectic.. and I ended up on the operating table. I got a little worried. I should have told them to do it this way and that way.. I regretted that too. The doctor placed the implant against my nose and measured this way and that, and then I remember falling asleep quickly as they gave me sleep anesthesia.. I woke up in the middle and I think I mumbled, 'Why am I not asleep..??' And at the end I felt something strange, I guess, for a bit, and then the surgery was suddenly over. I’m honestly an incredibly scared person, but after surgery my feeling was,, it was no big deal. I did my nose and paranasal augmentation together. Until I got home, it was just that my blocked nose felt stuffy and I disliked the feeling of blood flowing..?? But,,, even late at night I couldn’t sleep, and the inside of my nose felt so, so, so, so stuffy. I’m telling you, I thought I was really going crazy..ㅡ. I went to have the cotton removed this afternoon, and since my home is in Gyeonggi-do, the taxi fare alone cost tens of thousands of won... But since I got back from the clinic this afternoon, I’m scared to look in the mirror. Is it too much to worry this badly just one day after surgery? It looks so, so gross, and this is my first time seeing my face like this.. Maybe because of the paranasal augmentation, even my cheeks are swollen and puffy.. and my lips feel tight too. I originally thought I wasn’t the type to swell easily, you know? Looking at everyone’s post-op photos, there were people who didn’t look very swollen even in photos taken the next day. All this swelling will go down, right? Before surgery I thought there would be some swelling. I thought it would go down with time, but,, now that I actually see my face like this, I’m so worried..ㅡ. I have no appetite, but because of the medicine I’m going to try to eat a little now. And is it normal for the nose to throb until the day after surgery? I have a little runny nose too, but I can’t even wipe it. Ugh~~ When will this swelling go down..