Ah... I'm really depressed...

I wanted to stay home today, but I couldn't resist the pressure from my dear mom[;;] telling me to go buy my younger sibling's workbook, so I took a gift certificate and went to the department store;; I was riding the bus, and the female students sitting behind me were giggling - - I didn't pay much attention and arrived at the department store. Then after shopping, I dragged my tired body onto the bus to come home, and from behind me I heard female students laughing again [really loudly;] I was sitting weakly in the seat with my eyes unfocused, and I heard those students say this: "Hey, doesn't it look obvious that the kid sitting in front got double eyelids? lol" They said that;; My heart dropped;; It's day 9 now, and there is still some swelling around my eyes, but I wondered if it was really that obvious. I was sitting in the front, and those students were almost all the way in the back.. I got depressed in an instant. If it's noticeable even from far away, I wondered whether I shouldn't have had the surgery.. I kept my head down the whole time on the bus. This community suddenly came to mind too.. Sigh.. I wonder if the swelling will just never go down like this and I'll have to live with it looking like I had surgery.. I'm worried

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