Everyone... please look at me, please..

Hello.. I’m someone who had buried-suture surgery almost half a year ago. Even before surgery, I was a member of a community on Daum, and even now I have it bookmarked and come here at least once a day.. These days I’m seriously thinking about revision surgery. Honestly, in the past when I saw people saying they were getting revision surgery, I used to think, “But you’re already pretty now..” but now I’m the one considering revision surgery, and it’s serious. I’ve spent hard days looking in the mirror every day, worrying. As you can see in the photos, if I open my eyes and look straight ahead like in the first photo, I do have double eyelids, but if I relax without putting strength into my eyes, the outer ends disappear. When I look in the mirror with my eyes relaxed, it looks so strange. On the right side, the end drops down completely, whereas the line at the end of the left side is a bit thick/puffy. And when my eyes are open, on the right side I clearly feel like I have a double eyelid, but on the left side it’s less so. This is really a serious concern for me these days. I’m afraid that by the time it reaches 1 year, they’ll all disappear. When I watch TV, I only end up looking at celebrities’ double eyelids I’m jealous that their lines go all the way to the ends.. And if I do get revision surgery, I’m thinking of doing either partial incision or full incision. Does partial incision also come undone easily? I’m scared that full incision will leave scars. With full incision, does the swelling definitely go away by 6 months? Ah anyway, I’m too scared of full incision, so please answer more about partial incision Please make sure to say even one word each The first photos were taken without makeup, just randomly in a dark place, and the second photo is with makeup, and it’s my left eye. Please give me good advice