One day after nose surgery

I had nose surgery, and they did posterior canthoplasty as a service,,, At first they said they'd do the eyes first. Since I had to open and close my eyes, they said they wouldn't use sleep anesthesia and would just do local anesthesia... So all kinds of thoughts ran through my head.. I was getting it as a service anyway, but this could hurt more,, so should I just not do it? That kind of thought.. But I had begged so much for posterior canthoplasty as a service that they were doing it for me, so I just stayed still... It really didn't hurt at all!!!! I was seriously so scared. Because I kept hearing everywhere that posterior canthoplasty hurts... I really didn't feel anything, and it ended quickly.... Then they put me under sedation and started the nose surgery.. When I listen to everyone, they say it was done when they woke up after sleeping, so I really, really thought it was no big deal.... During the surgery, it hurt so much I wanted to die, and I cried my eyes out. The nurses kept saying it wouldn't turn out pretty if I did that and to endure just a little longer,.,.,, I don't know if the anesthesia wore off midway, but I could feel each and every stitch being sewn, and I even thought I might die lying here,. I really thought I was going crazy,,, I kept thinking of my friend who had said it didn't hurt at all,,, anyway, seeing that among people here, some say it hurts and some say it doesn't, I realized it differs from person to person... It was truly, really beyond imagination, horrific and painful......I'm not someone who exaggerates pain, okay?? Even after I was moved to the recovery room, I couldn't get my head together because of the medication and vomited twice... I was almost in a fainting state.... I really came to respect celebrities..... How do they all endure this kind of pain so well.... Right now I look exactly like a beast + fan lady~ Once the swelling goes down a bit, I'll upload photos too~~