Closed rhinoplasty -> open rhinoplasty (revision review)

I had it done closed, then had revision surgery with an open approach a little under 3 months later to raise the nasal tip more~ For about 2 hours, throughout the surgery it hurt so much that I kept tearing up while getting the surgery.. I think I repeated a million times like a spell, why am I doing this again, my previous nose was pretty enough, I’m really crazy, please let it end quickly.. Really, nose surgery is not something to do twice. I seriously respect people who do it three times.. Open rhinoplasty really hurts more than closed rhinoplasty.. The doctor kept saying, “Oh, it’s crooked,” and then fiddled with it for about 10 minutes.. pulled it this way, pulled it that way.. I almost fainted.. Right now the line seems to have come out really well. I can’t see it clearly because it’s covered by the splint, but the nasal tip seems to have become really high.. In the middle, there was a sound like something being shaved around the glabella area, and that was when the pain really peaked. Drrrrk drrrrk, even though it wasn’t bone being shaved.. Later I asked the nurse, and she said they widen that part and put something in..--;; I’m not really sure.. Anyway, the doctor was really kind.. I had the surgery that had been done closed redone as open surgery by the same doctor, and he only charged about the material cost~ Kind doctor.. The nurses were also really cute.. Oh, but when I had the closed surgery I could chew and eat rice just fine, but after the open surgery, when I chewed food the incision line area of my nose pulled a lot, so I only ate porridge Hope your surgeries go well Oh right, I had a piercing in my nose.. I guess I got inflammation because of that. The doctor kept asking why there was something like a pimple inside my nose-..- I was embarrassed Everyone, get prettier~