Everyone will be able to tell.. Day 10 after facial contouring^^

I didn’t really have that many complaints about my face. It was just much bigger compared with other people’s.. Thinking about wearing the hats everyone else wears was bad for my emotional well-being.. If I don’t wear glasses or sunglasses, I save money, so that’s good, right?? I have to avoid swimming pools because when I wear a swim cap, my face looks even bigger.. Things everyone else does were my wish. My wish was to wear pretty sunglasses, tie my hair up, and wear a sun-shading hat. Hohoho I had my cheekbones, jaw, forehead, and breasts done all at once. Even after deciding to do it, I’m timid, so for a year I went around searching through hospitals. I made appointments and canceled them so many times. Sorry to the doctors *^^* The decisive moment was that a friend had it done in Seoul last December, and instead of curling her hair inward like we used to, she came back curling it outward. Her face was one thing, but I envied that overflowing confidence... This time I made a reservation too, but because I know myself (and because I’m a habitual canceler, the hospital specifically reminded me lol), I gave them 3 million won as a deposit. No matter how scared I was, surely I wouldn’t throw away 3 million won. They told me to fast from the evening the day before, but I started fasting two days before, and then it got postponed by one day. I was so hungry I couldn’t sleep, and the friends who came saying they’d go with me said that in war movies, if there’s no anesthetic for the wounded, they give them alcohol, so I drank. Until we got to the hospital, everyone except one friend was asleep.. In the operating room, as the anesthetic went in, I sobered up. I said, “I don’t think the anesthesia is working,” and the doctor said if the anesthesia didn’t work, he’d give me 10,000 won.. I said, “What if the anesthesia doesn’t work on me?” and my friend said something like, what are you saying, you sound like a monster. I don’t know about the other areas, but the breasts hurt a bit. Lol if I hadn’t drunk alcohol, I probably couldn’t have had the surgery. Until day 3, I was extremely swollen. It didn’t hurt, but because of the bandage, I felt like I couldn’t breathe. And on day 6, I took off the bandage. The jaw swells much more than the cheekbones. Still fighting a war with swelling.. Now when I wake up in the morning I feel depressed because of the swelling.. But by evening, when I look in the mirror by myself, I’m grinning. At first I thought I wouldn’t be able to move for about 3 months.. It’s major work, after all.. Yesterday I scrubbed myself at home on my own.. There’s no big problem living day to day, but food is a bit.. I’m hungry again.. Everyone, become prettier too, and fighting!!