★From Before Surgery to Getting the Stitches Removed..★

I came to this community again to write my surgery review ^^ Starting 3 years before surgery, I really wanted to have it done. So it had already been 1 year since I started coming in and out of this community To be precise, it wasn’t that I wanted surgery, I wanted to have double eyelids. So.. The method I learned 3 years ago: making double eyelids with glue -_- So for 3 years, I went around like that every single day without missing a day. But I could feel my eyes gradually starting to droop. As soon as I turned 20, I begged and begged my mom for double eyelid surgery. But when she actually said she would ___- I was too lazy to look into it -_- and I was scared.. and this and that.. so I kept putting it off. Then my mom said someone had surgery at the hospital where I had mine, and everyone said it turned out well. Then she said, let’s go tomorrow. So I thought, oh, I guess we’re going for a consultation, and went, but the doctor tried making double eyelid lines this way and that. Then he kept asking, how about this one? I was like, oh, I like it, just like that lol because I thought I was only getting a consultation -_- Still, you have to tell them the double eyelid line you want, so when they kept saying that, I said, oh, I’m fine with anything as long as my eyes get bigger -_- lol Then -_- suddenly my mom said, just get the surgery today~ So I ended up having surgery before I knew what was happening -_- The doctor kept touching my eyes and doing things, so I thought, oh, I guess he already gave me the injection. But then -_- suddenly, into bare flesh -_- came the needle. It hurt so much I held back tears -_- and gripped the nurse lady’s hand tightly, like, Aaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and endured it -_- But that was pain -_- For dozens of minutes -_- I couldn’t feel the flesh being cut, but that scraping sound, scrape scrape, -_- because of that terrifying sound -_- during surgery, I wanted to say, I’ll just stop here, but -_- since surgery was already underway -_- I couldn’t even say anything.. Above my head, along with the sound of cutting, there was also a smell like meat Really.. that 1 hour felt like hell. Why did time pass so slowly -_- They flipped my eyelids and stitched them -_- ugh. I couldn’t see it -_- and I couldn’t feel it, but ㅡ.ㅡ;; that feeling I can’t put it into words, in every way. After finishing the surgery and seeing myself I was truly -_-;; a monster -_- I hated looking in the mirror. -_- And on the way home, maybe the anesthesia was wearing off, because I felt extremely dizzy. So that day, I diligently applied compresses and slept. The next day, my eyes were still in the same state. The compress pack the hospital gave me heated up quickly, so after thinking of a method.. I put a Ziploc inside a Ziploc, and like that, I layered 4 bags together, put ice inside, and used a somewhat stiff, thick handkerchief. With a thin summer handkerchief, even though I used that many Ziplocs, water still dripped down. So I wrapped it in a thick handkerchief and kept it on my eyes until the ice pieces turned into water -_- After that, I got lazy and didn’t even do ice compresses, and just lounged around lol They said walking helps a lot for swelling to go down -_- but I didn’t want to walk and it was annoying, so I just sat in front of a fan until my eyes filled with tears lol It felt like my eyes were the same every day, but finally, today, 5 days later, I went to get the stitches removed, and a lot of the swelling had gone down lol Time really is medicine.. Even so, my eyes still look like startled rabbit eyes, all sunken-looking like that lolol Starting today -_- I’ll walk around a lot and go back to the gym too. They said I can wash my face starting tomorrow kya kya I’m so happy >_< I took baths every day, and shampooed once every 2 days, but I still couldn’t wash my face They also removed a mole for me, so even though I just wanted to wipe under my eyes, because of the mole I couldn’t wash my face. lolol I’m so happy hehe Even though I had the surgery for half the cost of Gangnam surgery, I guess eyes don’t necessarily turn out better just because you do them somewhere expensive lol I got a mole removed too.. I think it’s best to just do it somewhere -_- you like. At first I said I wouldn’t do it unless it was Gangnam, but it was worth going all the way to Yeongdeungpo hehe Then everyone, become prettier~~ Fighting~ lol