Sob sob, I’m dying..

I had surgery yesterday.. But why am I so unsatisfied// When I consulted with the director, I thought he really had a lot of experience and was trustworthy, but I was going to do it somewhere else and in the end decided to have surgery nearby, so I had surgery yesterday evening, and what is this? At first he said he’d correct the inner corners of my eyes, open them up a lot, and make my double eyelids a medium line.. I still can’t really tell about the double eyelids because of the swelling, but I really don’t like the medial epicanthoplasty. I wanted them opened widely, but when I look at it, I can’t tell whether they opened them or not. Aside from the stitches being there, it’s to the point I wouldn’t know I had it done I’m thinking of asking them to open them more again ㅡㅡ It was a hospital I chose after really thinking hard... I saw a member here who had it done, so I quickly went for a consultation too, and decided after a lot of thought, but why am I this unsatisfied ㅡㅡ;; I’ll ask those who have had medial epicanthoplasty.. Is it originally not that noticeable right after medial epicanthoplasty?? Does it only show after the stitches are removed?? Inside, why is there that red flesh?? I wanted it to be like celebrities, but this doesn’t even look like it was opened ,, Please answer.. Do I need the double-eyelid swelling to go down and the stitches removed for the medial epicanthoplasty to show?? I’ll upload a photo once.. Later this evening, my heart hurts so much ,,,, If anyone has had it done at ㅇㄷㅁ in Cheongdam-dong, please absolutely leave a reply..