It's been 9 months now since my nose surgery..

I had nose surgery in mid-March.. Time has already passed like this.. It feels like just yesterday that I cried and fussed after surgery..;; Before and after the surgery, I came into this community diligently and read posts.. but it's been really a long time since I came back..; All this time I really, really wanted revision surgery..; But because of time, money, and various pressures, I couldn't do it.. and now I'm finally preparing to do it.. Honestly, after the surgery.. I really heard a lot that I became prettier.. And before that, I had almost never heard that I was pretty.. After surgery, I even heard people say I was pretty.;; It is honestly just amazing that one nose surgery can change someone this much..;; Anyway.. before that, I would just look in the mirror every day and lift my nose with my hand.. That was my routine.. But after surgery.. because I heard so often that I looked pretty, I actually started paying less attention to my appearance.. Before that, I even wondered if it was a mental illness..;; Anyway.. I really gained a lot of confidence.. But the reason I'm trying to get revision surgery is.. The glabella area is too high, so it looks way too obvious.. Along with hearing that I looked pretty, what I heard a lot was people around me whispering, that woman must have had surgery..--; It was seriously incredibly stressful... . I went to a hair salon once.. Right as I was about to open the door and leave.. the female hairdressers all gathered and said.. that woman got nose surgery~~puhahaha -_- After that, I couldn't go to the hair salon.. I do try to cover it by wearing my bangs down as much as possible.. but it's really hard.. And the problem is, because the glabella area is too high, it still doesn't feel like my face..;;; When I look in the mirror, there's some stranger..;; My mom also says that after fixing my face, I look too unfamiliar.. It's not like this is Face/Off or something..-_- Anyway... It's good to be pretty, but if it looks too obvious, it's true that it's very painful..; If someone looks at my face, I start avoiding them..;; Anyway.. I'm going to get revision surgery..... But I'm scared and feel bleak.. Everyone.. when you get nose surgery.. please be careful... Especially don't make the glabella area too high..-_- Natural is the best..;;;