Day 3 after surgery...

I was so nervous during all the waiting time.... Even when I was young, I never fell and got cut or anything, so this was the first time a knife was put to my body~ I must have looked really scared, because when taking photos, the clinic staff said my expression was stern.... The surgery preparation was really long~ From changing clothes, taking photos, and lying down on the operating table, I think it took about 40 minutes~ Disinfection took about 10 minutes~ I think it took about an hour until the surgery actually started~ And after sleep anesthesia, I woke up after about ten minutes and heard all the sounds of cartilage being harvested from my ear, and maybe that went on for about twenty minutes~ Even the feeling of being stitched was so vivid~ Then did I rest for about ten minutes? And then they started the nose surgery~ They did something like sleep anesthesia again~ In an instant I had this woozy, high feeling~ When I came to again feeling like I was floating through a maze, it felt like they were scraping my nose with a drill~ Then suddenly the surgical hand stopped again~ It felt like no one was around.. I heard footsteps, so I asked if it was over, and they said they were stopping the bleeding~ They said there was still more left.... I had been lying in one position for so long that my back was drenched in sweat.... Then after about another ten minutes of hemostasis, the surgery started again~ After all that, I was finally able to get up from the operating table after about three hours of surgery~ Does everyone's surgery take this long? During surgery it was so hard that I regretted it terribly.... I didn't want to have any kind of surgery ever again~ I felt nauseous and dizzy, and it was so hard... After surgery, I was completely exhausted and came home like a sick chicken, without saying anything, and fell asleep before 10 p.m.~ Even that was while sleeping sitting up so the swelling would go down quickly~ I kept dozing off and my head kept falling to one side, so I woke up every time and couldn't sleep deeply~ The swelling and bruising are getting worse as time passes, and I don't know what to do~ I never want to have surgery again~ Now that 3 days have passed, I'm struggling with a face covered in dark bruises. I've recovered my energy now so I'm okay, but because of the swelling and dark bruises, looking in the mirror is really painful~