Ugh~ I just got nasolabial fold augmentation surgery.

My heart was pounding from the morning... Should I go or not... Even in the car, I kept playing Tetris to try to relax... Anyway, I went in completely terrified. I’m not scared of things like ghosts, but knives... hospitals, dentists, things like that really scare me. Still... I went thinking it would be okay... Even after I arrived, I wandered around outside for a long time~ Anyway... after arriving, I heard a brief explanation and got on the operating table. I think from then on I was out of it. I had sedation anesthesia... It was for local anesthesia, so I thought the surgery would be over when I woke up, but it wasn’t.. Ugh~ I had a dream during sedation anesthesia. A whole group of Oompa Loompas from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory came out, and it was a total nightmare. (I found that movie kind of grotesque..;;) Someone held my hand... it must have been a nurse. Anyway, I guess I was really scared. I was literally trembling all over. The doctor was saying something, but I couldn’t really understand what it was~; Anyway, after the surgery, I lay in the recovery room, did a little cold compress, and listened to various instructions~ The doctor said I’m basically extremely timid.;; A friend came to pick me up, and on the way home I bought a banana milk... but I really couldn’t drink it. So I just held it tightly in my hand on the way back. It was a day when I suddenly felt huge respect for celebrities and for people here who get major surgeries. On the way home, I had a headache, the surgical area was throbbing, and my gums hurt too... but now that I’ve taken medicine and done compresses, it’s much better~ Tomorrow I’m going for an injection and disinfection~ Anyway, I should follow the instructions well~ ^-^ Ah~ the surgery... I didn’t get nose surgery, only the nasolabial fold augmentation. Right now the tape is stuck on all over, so I don’t really know how it turned out~ My friend looked at me and said, “You look cute walking around like that.” (That was about seeing the tape on me~) She said that... But because of the tape, I still can’t really tell~ They gave me mouthwash and told me to gargle diligently~ It tastes so bad.. (blech~) I’ll write again soon~