I had it done today..

I was originally scheduled for 1:30 today.. but the surgeries before me ended so late I went into the operating room almost at 3.. But I was so scared. sob sob On the way to the operating room, I started crying without realizing it. The nurse said, "If you cry, we can't do the surgery." So I wiped away my tears and lay down on the operating table. The radio was playing and all.. but I couldn't focus at all After a little while, the nurse came... and applied some strange clear gel-like thing to my arm. Then she fixed it in place with a strap. I flinched for a moment - -;; Then the doctors came in, disinfected around my eyes, and started drawing the lines lol But even drawing the lines stung, so I thought, lol is this the anesthesia? But then... when they said this would sting a bit, I braced myself, and the moment I got the shot - -;;; I thought I was going to die! They said the anesthesia would just sting a little, so I thought it wouldn't hurt much, but I was wrong... It really hurt so, so much But for those who are going to do it later... it is bearable^^ And after lying there for about 5 minutes, the doctors came and immediately started doing something with something, swish swish. I thought, wow~ I really can't feel anything, and felt relieved But then right away... they cut something with scissors. They said they were removing fat inside the epicanthal fold.. and around the tear gland area they were doing something.... and this was the big one!!!! It felt like my eyeball was being pulled out. It hurt so much that I tensed up, and they kept telling me not to tense up They said it made the surgery hard But there was no way not to tense up..!!! It hurt so much..... I thought, they don't even need to remove this fat.. I don't care about being pretty or anything anymore!^^ By the time it was almost over, the anesthesia had slightly worn off, so it stung whenever the needle went in. After that, there wasn't anything that hurt badly. Then they put on adhesive bandages lol. They showed me the fat they removed. I thought it was something like fish scales lol and got shocked..!! I came out, iced it for a while, and zipped home... But now it hurts so much It's throbbing and stinging... I can't even open my eyes properly But.... it'll get better now, I guess!! But even if it comes undone, I will never do it again. It was pure pain itself.............. hmm For reference, I had the incisional method lol. They cut away some sagging skin lol But.. how much does it hurt when they remove the stitches? It seems like it wouldn't hurt. Why do so many people say it hurts? lol I'm scared it will hurt again... Please tell me how much it hurts..