19th day after surgery~

Today is day 19! All the major swelling is gone~ My cheeks still have swelling like I’m holding candy in my mouth, like Dooly~ (I’ve always had a lot of cheek fat... so it kind of looks like my old face too..) I still... absolutely can’t tell that I’ve become prettier~ Still, I paid so much money and went through all that hardship.... I need to become prettier.....(so far it just looks like my old face but a bit fatter and awkward, that kind of look~) Have I become prettier?? I still don’t know.... When I saw the doctor a few days ago... [Doctor! My face is still chubby...] When I said that... [It’s only been a few days, so of course it is~] He said that... and told me not to worry... But when I come home and look in the mirror... I start worrying on my own~ I want to become prettier... Ah! And is it because I had my cheekbones, side jaw, and front chin surgery all at once? The lower part of my face is puffy, whether it’s flesh or swelling~ The inside of my mouth is still uncomfortable too... And my face has always been quite round~ My front chin looked a bit short, so I had surgery where they cut the front chin bone and brought it forward~ It feels so strange~ awkward~ It even looks bigger.... Ah... I’m upset... My front chin... is really funny~ It looks like one extra front chin is attached below my round face. Please let this be swelling....!! I also want to quickly become prettier and write something like, “My surgery was a success~”~~^^;; Sigh~~ Still... I’ll keep hope...^^*

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