Buried suture + epicanthoplasty, please give me strength..(waiting in front of the computer..)

I had buried-suture double eyelid surgery and epicanthoplasty on Saturday 10/01.. For 7-8 years I had only been applying eyelid glue, and I finally did it this time On the first day it hurt so much I couldn't sleep and thought I was going to die.. I felt sick and nauseated, so I went to the bathroom and threw everything up.. Now, aside from the throbbing, it's bearable.. The swelling has gone down a lot compared with the first day.. Now the bruising is the problem.. I have a stye scar on my right eye, so the doctor said there was a lot of bruising because he was correcting it while making the crease.. It's no joke.. Today it has even spread under my eye.. Ah.. because of the tape I can't see well either, so it's so frustrating.. There is also a blood scab on the front-line area of the right side.. I'm worried it might scar.. sigh.. I'm really scared.. My eyes are also tearing a lot, and because of eye discharge my vision is cloudy.. Since I learned some things here, I'm drinking pumpkin juice too and making seaweed soup to eat,, I sleep with 3 pillows stacked high (my butt hurts so much^^) and do cold compresses.. but still Can I turn out well?? For those who had buried-suture double eyelid surgery and symptoms like mine, did your results turn out well? The psychological pressure is huge.. I think one word from everyone would be a big help.. It's a hospital I went to after finding information in this community.. Apgujeong.. ㄱ ㅈ Plastic Surgery.. Everyone else seemed to turn out so pretty and well.. Please say a word.. give me strength..