People who have had cheekbone surgery for over 1 year... let's get together again after a long time..

I think a lot of people probably remember my usernameㅡㅡㅡ I came back to the cafe after about a year,,, I’m the person who had cheekbone surgery through an intraoral incision, then had three more revision surgeries, not really revisions, because of the oblique-line complication and because, of course, the bone wasn’t fixed... After the last surgery, I spent two or three months emotionally struggling, then decided to just forget about it and kept living, but now more than a year has passed,,, I still don’t have facial volume, and the sunken oblique area on the right is still there,,,, the cheek fat keeps disappearing in a strange way so I look older,,,, I don’t think I can leave it like this,,, I’m going crazy,, Ah~~~~ I keep thinking I should have just had scalp surgery,,,, When I was having a hard time, there were a lot of people preparing for revision surgery because of the same complication, and I’m so curious how they’re doing now,, I don’t even have much hair, so scalp incision scares me, and I can’t even go to the hospital because I’m afraid they’ll tell me I need surgery again,,,, Since my first cheekbone surgery in February 2005, I’ve never once looked in the mirror and thought it was done well,,,, Ah~~~~ it’s really frustrating,,,, It feels like it might be cheek sagging, and my face seems to be getting more square too,,,,