As time passes..

As time passes..

Some of you probably know me, right? I’m the one who posted after surgery saying I totally regretted doing it.. It’s been 3 weeks since surgery now.;; Most of the swelling is gone, and there’s no double eyelid or epicanthoplasty scarring. Everyone who sees me says the double eyelid line is the same as before.. I wanted to make it a bit bigger and correct the asymmetry, but the line is the same, it’s still completely uneven, and because of the epicanthoplasty, it looks completely even stranger. Of course my eyes got bigger when you look only at the eyes.. since I had epicanthoplasty. But what’s the point if only the eyes get bigger? It doesn’t even suit my face.. There’s no harmony, no harmony.. The doctor clearly said that if I did epicanthoplasty, my impression would become softer, but softer, my foot.. It looks fiercer, and when I have a completely blank expression, my face looks like it’s saying, “let’s have a fight.” I’m really irritated, I feel like I shouldn’t have done it, and I’m dying over it. I keep waiting, telling myself time is the medicine, but who knew looking in the mirror when I wake up in the morning would become such torture? Before surgery, I hated wearing glasses so much that even when my eyes hurt, I only wore contacts, but now I can’t go outside without glasses, and I can’t even look properly at people’s faces. It really doesn’t feel like living. I must have been crazy. I have so many more days ahead of me, so what glory did I think I’d enjoy, trying to become prettier, that I got surgery and ended up ruining things completely like this.. Sigh.. It’s really hard ㅡㅜ

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