Incision + epicanthoplasty + fat removal + sagging eyelid skin; I did it today

I’m extremely scared of things; Even when I got my ears pierced, I resigned myself for like 30 minutes before doing it lololol I also really hate injections ㅡㅡ;;; When I was little, I hated getting shots so much that I even ran out of the hospital, to that extent; lololol But seriously, I felt like I had to get my eyes done before going to college.......lololol I declared farewell to eyelid tape and double-eyelid glue, right? lololol Ah, anesthesia, seriouslyㅡㅡ They said it really hurts lololol so I got super scared lolol So I did it under general anesthesia; I asked them to put me to sleep for about 10 minutes, lololol so I was only asleep while they did the local anesthesia lolololol I even dreamed during that short time;; lolololol I became Christina Aguilera and was performing lol But when I woke up from the dream, it felt so empty......lololol Ah, right, I’m in surgery; That thought lololol And you really feel hazy lololol I think they said that while I was sleeping, they had almost finished the epicanthoplasty; Anyway, like that lololol As soon as I woke up from the anesthesia, I wanted to talk, but the words got stuck in my throat......lolololol Once I came to my senses a bit, for some reason I thought talking would make the anesthesia wear off faster ㅡㅡ; So lolol At first I was really still as a mouse; but that was scary too lololol I wondered what the doctor was doing to my eyes ㅡㅡ; I was curious too lolololol As they kept doing things, I fully came to my senses; lololol It didn’t hurt at all lolol I asked the doctor, “You cut my eye now, right?” Like that ㅡㅡ; When they burned the fat......lololol Ah, seriously, it smells strongly like squid When I said that lolol The nurse said, “It’s yours.” lolololol...........lolol it was so funny lolololol Then when they were stitching my eyes; I didn’t really feel anything lolololol They kept saying open your eyes, close them, open them, close them..... lolololol at that time, now that I think about it, it was really scary lolol My eyes weren’t even fully stitched yet; and I was closing and opening them........ I wondered if that was even possible lolol and lolol Because I was scared ㅡㅡ; I kept opening only the opposite eye, lololol so the doctor thought something was wrong ㅡㅡ; and kept saying, “Don’t open only one eye” lolololol Like that lolololol While stitching the eyes, near the outer corner and the front, the anesthesia started wearing off; and it stung lololol Still, it was bearable lololol It hurt much less than getting a regular injection ㅡㅡ; Just about like scratching your head with a mechanical pencil?;;;;;;;;; Then they did the other eye, and wow; when they did the outer corner, I had asked them to define the outer corner strongly; But what the heck........lol Sting sting sting sting........lolololol Still, it was bearable lolololol After the surgery ended, I did compresses lolol They also removed a mole as a service lololol My mom was like ㅡㅡ; “You’ll remove the mole too, right?” lolol She said that lololol so just for free lololol Since I was under anesthesia during surgery, mole removal didn’t hurt at all lolol I went during lunchtime; They hadn’t even been able to eat lololol When I left, there were about 3-4 people waiting.........lololol In the end, I think they couldn’t eat lololol As I was coming out lolol people said my eyes turned out well lololololol and that they were pretty lololololol So with high hopes, I looked in the mirror, and wow lolololololol without realizing it lololol Ah, gross lololololololololol Totally; the reflection of me in the mirror was not me........ lolololololol My house is in Jongno..........lolol On the way back, there were so many people ㅡㅡ.. I was really self-conscious by myself; I was so embarrassed on the way back lololol It’s 45 minutes? from the clinic ㅡㅡ... I came by subway ㅡㅡ On the way, my left eye started bleeding, so I freaked out lolololol I looked in the mirror and kind of Angelina, wtf? Sorry......lolololololololol But it didn’t hurt during surgery ㅡㅡ Now it hurts quite a bit It’s stabbing, throbbing, and burning ㅡㅡ; lolololololololol I uploaded photos in the eye surgery before-and-after room lolol Those who want to go see them, go go~