Sigh... my depression is maxed out..ㅡ_ㅡ

I was so depressed, but after reading other people's posts, I gathered courage and am writing this.. I had buried-suture double eyelid surgery last week. It's day 6 now.. There wasn't much swelling, but maybe because I sweated in the heat, I developed inflammation and it swelled up again..ㅡ_ㅡ Something like a blister formed where the stitches are, so it's swollen up... I'm regretting doing it in summer.. Everyone told me not to...ㅡ_ㅡ;;;; Has anyone else had blisters and inflammation like me?? Is it just me?? It's almost been a week now, but the swelling isn't going down and I have to keep going to the clinic for a few more days... sigh... I just keep letting out deep sighs. At least before double eyelid surgery, I never heard that my eyes looked small, but after doing it, I hear a lot that my eyes actually look smaller... on top of that, people say I look blank... and more tired.... I really, really want to cry... I regret not doing lateral canthoplasty together too.. It feels like my double eyelid surgery is really obvious... and people beside me scare me by saying so-and-so's swelling didn't go down for years and stayed the same.. I can't go outside bare-faced... Are there people like me too...? Can I undo it again?? What should I do... My previous eyes weren't pretty either, but I'm so, so worried..

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