Even I, who hate even hospitals... finally went through with it.!^^

I used the Chuseok holiday as an opportunity and got my nose surgery and eye surgery done. lol Because it was the Chuseok holiday, even getting from Gimhae to Busan took 2 hours and 30 minutes.ㅡ,.ㅡ My appointment time was getting closer, the road was completely jammed and the car wouldn't move... I was about to lose my mind. lol When I actually got to the hospital entrance... I couldn't bring myself to go in. I was originally supposed to go with my boyfriend, but because his work ended late, I went first.. I was really scared and suddenly could only think that I didn't want to do it.. After my boyfriend told me to be brave and go in, I squeezed my eyes shut and went inside.. Whew.. I was so nervous.. I don't even know how many times I went to the bathroom.ㅡ,.ㅡ When it was time for surgery, I had one more consultation with the doctor, and he asked why I was so nervous and trembling.. At that time, all I could think was that I really didn't want to do it.. After the consultation, they said it was glucose, I think? I got an IV, sat and rested for a bit, and then got on the operating table. We decided to do the eyes first.ㅡ,.ㅡ(I did my eyes and nose) I had the eye consultation too, and the doctor designed the shape. He was scribbling all over my eyes with a ballpoint pen.ㅡ,.ㅡ After the design was finished, I lay on the operating table and the nurse tied up my arms and legs. She said that under sleep anesthesia, I might move without knowing it.. It felt like something caught for an experiment in a science lab... something like that. The feeling was lol They slicked all my hair back and taped it. Oh, and wrapped my hair with a towel too. They taped down all the baby hairs. Then.. they covered everything with green cloth.. The doctor came in and said.. Hyunju, let's sleep for a bit.. Then he injected the anesthetic through the IV needle that was already in, and told me to count down from 50.. I counted to about 36.. I was speaking, but I couldn't hear my own voice. I really wondered why people here talked about roller coasters and Viking rides.. but it's real.!! It really felt like I had become Alice in Wonderland. I could hear the nurse and doctor talking and laughing, and I wandered around here and there like a dog that couldn't find its way. I will never forget that feeling. lol It was kind of fun though. lol The feeling when waking up was really awful. lol I had the surgery while talking with the doctor.. The eyes were finally finished.. then the nose. They designed the nose too, and said they would do sleep anesthesia again.ㅡ,.ㅡ They told me to count down from 50 again, so I counted.. This time, I fell asleep before even reaching 47. But this time, it was just literally sleeping. I fell asleep without realizing it.. and after that I don't remember anything. I didn't dream either,.. I think I just slept. lol The nurse kept saying, Hyunju, Hyunju, waking me up.. So I woke up and said, Aren't I having surgery? She laughed and said, It's all done.. I was someone who was so scared and hated even the hospital door.. but I finally had surgery~! When I went to the recovery room, I was so dizzy.. I thought I was going to die. If the nurse hadn't supported me, I might not have been able to walk by myself.. I was lying down, and my boyfriend came and held my hand. lol It wasn't like I had surgery because I was sick.. but when I saw my boyfriend, suddenly tears came out. I just felt so pitiful somehow.. Is it just me?? lol Anyway, after going through all kinds of things, I had the surgery and now I'm sitting in front of the computer, smiling as I write this. Those who are going to do it~~ be brave and do it~~!! Really, once I closed my eyes, it was nothing. It's already day 3. lol From the day of surgery until now, I ate so much that I became a pig. lol I didn't bleed, and I don't have much bruising either.. My nose wasn't blocked either. lol Why is everything so delicious. lol Even now, I'm writing this while eating bibim naengmyeon. lol Everyone, be brave and get the surgery~~!! I'm really envious of celebrities. lol I don't think I could ever do it again. lol I think this will be my first and last time. lolololol Thank you for reading this far. It was clumsy, but this has been Hyunju's nose surgery and eye surgery review~~