On December 1.. I had partial-incision double eyelid surgery + epicanthoplasty.. If you go to the eye surgery before-and-after section.. I uploaded before-and-after surgery photos before too, so you should be able to see them, First, thank you to the many people who asked me for information Encouraged by each and every one of those messages, I was just going to leave it as it was, but my eyes were so, so far from the eyes I wanted, Honestly, with eyes, no matter how much other people say it turned out well if I don’t like it then there isn’t much point in having had the surgery, is there I don’t know about others, but that’s how I felt_. So yesterday, I had revision surgery to do a little more epicanthoplasty and make the double eyelid crease a bit thicker.. Wow.. while the epicanthoplasty scar was still there, they cut more at the inner corner, and with dissolvable sutures still remaining in my eye from the double eyelid surgery, they somehow did it, and then made another partial incision a bit higher to do the double eyelid, so it hurt more than the first surgery, Seriously -_- while having eye surgery, thoughts like, “People who do the forehead, chin, or nose must be in so much pain, and they say eye surgery is nothing? That makes no sense,” < and, “Do I really have to suffer like this because I was born unattractive? It’s so sad,” < -_- All sorts of thoughts came to mind,,, Still thinking I would become prettier I endured it and did it,, Wow,, still, I didn’t get bruised all over like when I had the first surgery_,, But;; the sausage swelling is a bit thick Maybe because they set the double eyelid crease a bit thicker;; Heh,, anyway,, I hope it turns out well,, People around me said my previous eyes were pretty, pretty, ..Still, I didn’t like them, so even going through all this hardship again, and even getting teased for it (bandages on my eyes), I had revision surgery, but I’m worried it might turn out worse than my previous eyes,, Sigh,,,, It’ll turn out well, right,,?
Oh right!! I’ll add a little more! When doing the epicanthoplasty revision, they cut out a bit more skin, and the doctor said the scarring might be severe, but apparently there’s an injection that softens scars. They say I need to get that Does that cost money Ah, I’m worried,, I thought that even if there was a little scar, I’d just be happy as long as my eyes were big and pretty, but;; once I actually had the surgery accepting that, I’m worried about that too