Those who regretted getting epicanthoplasty..

I had double eyelid surgery first. After double eyelid surgery, I looked prettier and, for the first time in my life, I heard people say I was pretty. But the double eyelid was made so thin that it was getting smaller. So I went to the clinic, and they said I needed epicanthoplasty. They said because the distance between my eyes was too wide, it would be better to do it. I said I wouldn’t do it if it made me look fierce, and they said it wouldn’t look that way, so I did it. So more than a year after my double eyelid surgery, I had epicanthoplasty. I kept thinking it would get better with time and waited, and it has already been over 6 months... But now, 6 months after the epicanthoplasty, the shape is so strange, and I look so fierce and strong. None of my previous image, where I looked cute, innocent, and kind, is left. I look a bit androgynous. Originally, before my double eyelid surgery, I looked a bit androgynous, but after double eyelid surgery I looked feminine. But after the epicanthoplasty, I became completely strange. Even when I look in the mirror, the epicanthoplasty looks awkward, like it was slit strangely. So even when I went back to the clinic, as expected, the doctor said the surgery was done well and that it was my psychological problem. Is it really okay for a doctor to say that? Surgery is supposed to be for your own satisfaction. I was really satisfied after double eyelid surgery and didn’t even think about the clinic. But after epicanthoplasty, if it was going to turn out like this, I wonder why I did it. My friend’s impression looked brighter after epicanthoplasty even though she used to look fierce, but maybe because mine was cut too much, I look too fierce and like a man. My impression changed into one that men dislike, so wherever I go, I hear that I look like a man and look strong. What should I do? I need to prepare for job hunting too, but I don’t want to do anything and I’m just so depressed.