[Buried suture double eyelid + medial epicanthoplasty day 27] Please look at my eyes... (Photos removed…

<I edited the post-op photos..maybe because I took them in a dark place, the surgical area came out much darker and more shadowed than it is in real life..^^;> I had only insisted on medial epicanthoplasty, but at the hospital doctor's recommendation, I ended up getting buried suture double eyelid surgery too.. I had not even been thinking about medial epicanthoplasty, but because I lost weight, my Mongolian folds connected down below my eyes, and even the dark circles that had not been visible started to stand out.(Like the top photo) That is why I did it. Even when I decided to do it, I worried a lot,,, My eyes were on the larger side for eyes without double eyelids. And even though I had Mongolian folds, my lacrimal caruncles were fully visible At one hospital, they said the distance between my eyes was exactly normal, so if done wrong, my eyes could look too close together, and they refused to do it. In the end, I looked into a few more places and went to another hospital, and I emphasized repeatedly that my purpose was not to make my eyes bigger, so I wanted them to open only very slightly and just remove the Mongolian folds. I also told them that the previous hospital said they would not do it because my eyes could look too close together, and they told me not to worry and that doing it very~ slightly would be fine.. But after surgery, when I looked at my eyes, the medial epicanthoplasty was so uneven, and one eye looked so hollowed out, like it had been dug into too much???.. That is how it looked..(My left eye is okay, though it looks really gross in the photo.) I watched it for a few weeks and was so, so stressed, so I went to the hospital and asked, and the doctor said the design is not something they make however they want; they work with the eyes you originally have, so the shape cannot be helped. They say people act differently going into the bathroom and coming out... That comment hurt me even more and made me so upset.. If it had been this uneven to begin with, there is no way I would not have known. Among people around me, some only understand what I mean after I bring it up, and more sensitive people notice right away without me saying anything and ask why they dug it out like that.. I had not even thought about buried suture double eyelid surgery, but because my eyes had so little fat, they were eyes where a crease would appear as if it was there and not there. When they saw that, they said they would just lightly pinch it, so my impression would not change much. But the starting points of the double eyelid creases also ended up a little different..-.- After coming here, I sent messages to people with experience and heard that giving it time is the best thing, so I take comfort in that... But I think I looked better before surgery... I am absolutely not bragging,,-.- People around me had said my eyes were the kind you could not make even if you wanted to, and told me absolutely not to touch my eyes.. I regret messing with them for no reason so, so much.. Do you also think before was better?... But does the flesh that was dug out by medial epicanthoplasty come back up? And with buried suture double eyelid surgery, does the skin fold like this too? I just wanted a line that was barely there to be drawn clearly...-.-