I had surgery.. yesterday..

Finally, after waiting and waiting for 10 years, I had it done yesterday.. I live outside Seoul, and I don't really know any good places here, so I asked a friend in Seoul, took a full 5-hour bus ride up to Seoul, had surgery at my last time slot at 7 p.m., then took another 5-hour bus ride and arrived home at 3 a.m... Wow.. it was such an exhausting day... Medial epicanthoplasty.. it really hurt a lot.. If I get married and have a daughter, I was thinking I really hope my daughter has double eyelids.. Whew... Tears kept welling up... They applied anesthetic ointment before giving the anesthetic injection too.. But it still really hurt... I had buried-suture double eyelid surgery, medial epicanthoplasty.. and also an incision for some muscle or fat or something.. The other things were okay.. but medial epicanthoplasty really hurt.. Still, since I'm older, I pretended it didn't hurt.. I really tried hard to endure it... After the surgery ended.. I felt dizzy.. whew.. But why is it so hard to open my eyes... My vision is blurry too.. I have to pull my chin forward and lift it a bit to barely see... It's completely... hazy.. I don't even know how I'm posting this right now... hahaha Still, it feels like getting rid of a long-troubling tooth... I do have that feeling.. I finally did it.. Now I just wait, hoping I become pretty.. I also remembered the teacher from high school who used to nag me, saying my eyes were small... that I looked sleepy, even though I was listening hard in class.... And when I sometimes had a drink, people would say I looked drunk by myself.. I really hope I don't hear those things anymore.. Ah... At first, I only hoped I wouldn't hear that I looked sleepy anymore.. But now that I've actually done it, I keep getting greedy and hoping I look pretty.. Everyone, become prettier too~~~ But when will I be able to see in front of me........T.T