Revision surgery at the same hospital after 6 months - First story

6 months ago, I had nose surgery at 00 Plastic Surgery Clinic. But my face is a bit long. I also don’t have much facial fat... And my glabella ended up a little high, and my nasal tip became a bit long too. Today was finally the day of my revision surgery. I can’t tell you how long I waited for this day~ I looked older and sharp, so to look cute... You know those Dr. Slump glasses, right? (the round ones!) I wore those every single day... It was really emotionally hard. Just imagine. Wearing a suit with Dr. Slump glasses... ridiculous, right~ Just in case... I was worried I might be too nervous to properly tell the doctor what I wanted. I even printed photos in advance and brought them... But in the end! I was overwhelmed by the doctor’s presence and just kept fiddling with them in my pocket, then explained it verbally!~ For me, the second surgery was more painful than the first.. Apparently, during surgery I kept breathing through my nose... So they anesthetized my nose and woke me from sedation~ gasp.. It was totally chilling.. I could feel everything.. And it really felt like my nostril wings were being cut with scissors. I remember bits and pieces. I’m originally pretty timid... At restaurants, I can’t even ask for a glass of water and just sit there thirsty, struggling. Even so~ I gathered courage and, in a tiny voice... “Doctor, please make it pretty...” I said that and started crying. Then he said, “Why are you crying? Crying isn’t good. Does it hurt?” “Just... I don’t know.. I’m overwhelmed.. sob sob...” I’m tearing up even as I write this now. It’s been really hard emotionally. (current age 30) Now that my nose has gone from long to shorter, I definitely look younger~ I used to feel so upset every time I looked in the mirror.. I feel like I can finally live... really~ Anyway, now it’s over, and when I see that my nasal tip is definitely shorter, I smile. I feel relieved. By tomorrow I’ll probably look like a monster, right? I’m looking forward to how I’ll look in a week....^^ Please, please.... <Post edited>