I finally went and did it

Yesterday, Friday, April 28, I finally went through with it. What I had done was nasal tip surgery. They grafted ear cartilage, gathered the nasal tip, and pulled it slightly. My bridge is high, but my nostrils show a bit.. The doctor said it wasn’t really to the point of needing surgery, but I didn’t feel that way..;; Anyway, I did it. Just like the countless posts here, there were a lot of parts I could relate to. At first, when I lay down on the operating table, slightly scary thoughts crossed my mind. All the nurse ladies were pretty, so I felt a bit awkward;; They shaved my nose hair first, gave antibiotic injections and so on.. I got jabbed 3 times It didn’t hurt that much, but with something on my hand, the blood pressure and heart-rate machine coming out, and the light turning on above me, it became a scene you’d only see in a drama haha I had sleep anesthesia. It was really fascinating. At some point, the doctor’s and nurses’ faces suddenly became distorted, and I felt like I was riding a roller coaster. It felt like I was being sucked in and everything became bothersome. They first took ear cartilage, did this and that to my nose, and the surgery ended quickly. Maybe because it was only the nasal tip, it didn’t feel like a very major surgery. After the surgery ended, I came out a bit dazed and got medicine at the pharmacy, and it was a bit expensive. When I got home and looked, there was some swelling. But my first meal was curry..;; seriously awkward OTL I must be the only person who ate curry after surgery.. absolutely.. I’m drinking green tea to help the swelling go down and am now just rolling around doing this and that. Why is the weather so nice, too.. I want to smoke as well~ They say they’ll remove all this in 5 days. But my nose somehow looks a bit unnatural right now; will it be okay once the swelling goes down..;; Anyway, now that the surgery is over, I feel at ease ^^ At home, watching TV, using the computer, sleeping;; Shut-in mode~