A must-read for those who had surgery with silicone!

It's already been about 4 months since my surgery. But these days I'm really desperate about revision surgery. It is better than before surgery, but.. As time goes by, instead of becoming more natural, it looks more and more obvious. Other people say it becomes more natural as time passes, but somehow mine is doing the opposite.. It feels exactly like Lee Hwi-hyang's nose.. They say that because of the characteristics of silicone, the nasal bridge can look slim. But seriously, this doesn't seem right.. On top of that, I didn't even make it high, just raised it very slightly... Maybe because I'm too conscious of it, whenever I look in the mirror, I only see the silicone line in my nose... Especially when I take photos, it looks like it's standing in a straight line like chalk, so I'm so stressed. When I look at photos people posted in this community after surgery, there are many people where it doesn't look obvious at all.. I wonder if they chose only the good ones to post, or if even when taken casually, they come out that natural.. For me, if I just take a random photo, the silicone is no joke.. I have to get the lighting and angle really right for it to look natural.. So I absolutely can't take photos with someone else's digital camera. I actually prefer the swollen nose I had right after surgery. Because of the swelling, it didn't look too slim, and I think it looked naturally pretty.. Now, when I take photos it's especially bad, and even just looking at it, the silicone line seems too plainly visible.. Not long after surgery, maybe because of the swelling, people could barely tell, but now that the swelling has gone down, rather, everyone who sees me asks if I had nose surgery. These days I'm really, really stressed about this issue. They say for nose surgery, it takes at least more than 6 months for the swelling to fully go down.. If it goes down even more from here, seriously................. What I'm curious about is whether this is a problem with silicone. Are other people who got silicone like me too.. What I'm most curious about is whether it looks obvious when you take photos. Does having had nose surgery look especially obvious in photos compared with real life?