About 3? weeks after rhinoplasty, please check whether it looks crooked or not -_-

In exactly three days, it will be one month since my rhinoplasty. First of all, I had a very slight hump, so they shaved that bone down, and inserted 3.5 mm of silicone. For the nasal tip, there is a little AlloDerm. The bruising was really much more severe than other people’s. I had bruising on the bridge of my nose too, and now, almost a month later, the bruise that went down to my cheeks is still there. I also had blood drawn out twice.... so my swelling lasted longer than other people’s. Of course I still have some now too. The problem is that my nose looks crooked right now.. On top of that, my right nostril stands a little more vertically.. The uneven nostrils.. okay, even if I put that aside.. I’m really bothered because it feels like my nose is crooked.. The doctor at the clinic also said that my swelling tends to go down a bit slowly.. For now, he said the surgery went well. He said the silicone is not bent or anything.. And I went to the clinic a week ago, and also just yesterday. Both times, he did touch it and said there was maybe a slight sense that it was somewhat crooked, but there has been absolutely no change at all ㅡ_ㅡ When looking with the naked eye, people say they can’t really tell that it looks crooked, whether to my eyes or to almost everyone else’s. But depending on light, lighting, and angle, they say it sometimes looks crooked.. So -_- in everyday situations they can’t really tell, but once in a while they suddenly say, “Oh, it does look a little crooked!” I really don’t know whether this is swelling or what. In photos, one side looks a little dull and bulging, so it also seems like swelling... At first it was worse than that.. I saw here that people who had pooled blood have swelling that goes down a bit more slowly;; So I don’t know if that’s why -_- or if the silicone really bent.. But honestly -_- if the silicone had bent, unless that doctor had completely lost his conscience, I don’t think he would stubbornly insist that it wasn’t bent -_- and just touch it so carelessly like that.. At 2 weeks he touched it a bit firmly, but when I went this time, he just lightly, lightly pressed it with his hands and said it was fine -_- Honestly, the best thing is that even though I had 3.5 mm put in, it turned out really natural, and I really, really like that. But this is just -_-;; What should I really do? And when you all look at it, does it seem like swelling, or -_- does it seem crooked? Please give me advice. -_-;;