A vivid account of my nose revision surgery today..

Ah.. I had my nose done 3 years ago.. Back then, I had sedation anesthesia, and the anesthesia wore off almost at the end, so I thought, ah.. nose surgery really isn't a big deal~ If it was going to be like this, I should've done it earlier, and I was so, so happy.. But unusually, a year later, I developed inflammation on the bridge of my nose... Still, I held out for about 6 months.. But what happened? I went to a dermatologist for treatment, and the doctor was shocked and told me to remove it quickly, otherwise all the skin on my nose would rot, so I had the silicone removed the very next day,, A little yellowish fluid was coming out from under my nose.. Anyway I had revision surgery 2 years later Ah.. this is not something to do,, seriously.. The moment the anesthesia wore off, they were pushing things in under my nose, tears just streamed down on their own, and all my sensation was alive. I thought there would be no pain, but when they stitched the last stitches, it felt like they were sewing raw flesh,, I cried so much that the nurse told me if I cried too much my eyes would swell and to hold it in, but I couldn't hold it in.. They took ear cartilage, but my ear doesn't hurt.. yet If it was going to be like this, I wish they had given me more anesthesia. I really felt like a test subject, it was so, so painful, and I kept swearing I would never do it again. Because it was a revision surgery, it took two and a half hours, and they said it was because of scar tissue.. Anyway, revision surgery hurts so much.. My skin is weak, so I raised it by 2.5 mm.. Since I failed once before, I really disliked the idea of making it high.. So I asked them to make it as natural as possible.. There's no swelling yet.. Everyone.. you really have to be careful with nose surgery..