I had it done today. Incision + epicanthoplasty

Ah, they put tape on my eyes right now, so it’s so hard to open them I could die.; lol I’ve crossed a river I can’t come back from. lol What I saw of myself right after surgery was a monster....-_-;;;; At this rate I can’t even tell whether it went well or not..;; lol Ugh.. I really respect people who have surgery multiple times, in multiple places.;; Please let there be no need for revision surgery..OTL Overall, everything was bearable, but being fully conscious while thread was moving back and forth in front of my eyes, and hearing the rustling sound of something being cut away for over an hour was really... mentally painful T.T I had a full incision + epicanthoplasty, and even without applying something like numbing cream before anesthesia, it was bearable. The double-eyelid anesthesia was just about an “oh my~” level... The epicanthoplasty anesthesia stung a little more.. enough to wiggle my toes? lololol I listened to the radio and even joked around. The director asked the two nurse ladies, “Whose song is that?” and when both of them said they didn’t know, he teased them, asking if they were really young people these days haha Then he asked, “Patient~ you know, right? What song is that?” and when I said I didn’t know either, he said, “Ah~~ all three of you don’t know... Are you really young people these days? Strange~~” lol I kept closing and opening my eyes, but because of the light(?) above, everything kept glaring... lol I was so hungry during surgery I thought I’d die. I was lying in the recovery room, but I was so hungry I came out to go home...;;;; lololol I went with a friend, and on the subway ride back there were so many people. Line 2...;;;;; It was around 3 o’clock. Is it normally like this on weekdays at this time? I was flustered because there were too many people. I deliberately stood in a corner, but some little kid (really short) next to me kept staaaaaaring, so I got annoyed.-_- My friend said she wanted to smack the kid next to me..... Ugh, I was wearing a hat and horn-rimmed glasses, but I guess because the kid was short they could see. They were staring so openly, seriously.... this elementary-school brat... I have to go again alone in two days to check the progress, and I’m seriously debating whether it’ll be okay to use public transportation. I have to be there by 10 in the morning.... Is there anyone who lives in Seongbuk-gu? lol If there is, let’s at least take a taxi together lololololololololol Would there not be many people on the bus or subway around 9 a.m. on Saturday?; Somehow I’m more worried about this than the surgery. lol What am I going to do when school starts...... I did take photos, but my card reader is broken...-_-;