Just things I'm curious about here and there ~please take a look~

Last winter, I had my nose done with silicone for the bridge and AlloDerm for the nasal tip, but.. people could barely tell.. Except for the kids I had told before, “I’m going to do it, I’m going to do it,” so when I told a few people honestly, “I got my nose done,” my friend told me to stop joking Writing it like this makes it sound like there was no change... but I did get a bit of a nasal bridge Originally my nasal tip was higher than my bridge.. I’m the type with not much of a bridge, but now it matches naturally Anyway, I was just living like that... but when I touch my nasal tip, maybe because of the AlloDerm, it feels like there’s this round, round, jewel-like?? lump of AlloDerm.. and it feels so strange And I like taking funny? bizarre pictures while messing up my face, so when I tried to make a pig nose, it hurt so much So I was like, ah, it didn’t even get that much higher.. but my nose feels so strange... And even when it’s only a little cold, my nose feels like it’s splitting apart easily (my mom is like that too, and my nose has always been like that), but these days it’s a bit worse Anyway, because of that, I sometimes think about removing it, but then I also think that if you get prettier after one surgery, life becomes easier.. and since I’m a woman too, I pursue beauty, cough Anyway.. after thinking all kinds of thoughts like that, lately I’ve been thinking about maybe getting revision surgery. But my doctor made my nasal bridge very natural, so the nasal tip was also done naturally to match. I thought it was originally supposed to be done with cartilage, but without even asking me, he changed it to AlloDerm (I’m mad at you, doctor ㅡ he’s someone my dad knows). So I only found out it was done with AlloDerm because I asked. Sigh, I’m going off on a tangent. So what I’m wondering is, if I remove the AlloDerm now, since it’s been a year... I want to earn money myself and do it, so I think it’ll be about 2-3 more years later.. Would removing AlloDerm be difficult??? Also, they say revision surgery costs more.. My nose doesn’t have complications though.. Would it still be expensive??/ Ah, surgery costs seem so expensive. Later, I wish one of my friends had parents who run a plastic surgery clinic, preferably someone kind of famous Another question: later, when I do it, I want to have osteotomy.. Please tell me in detail about the process and whether scars remain. Also///.. I have a bit of rhinitis while doing this..? I think I do, so is there no way to have rhinitis surgery together with cosmetic surgery?> I saw on TV before that sometimes dark circles can be caused by rhinitis.. and since I’m already doing it, it would be nice to fix it too And I heard Gore-Sili can make a pig nose possible, but for anyone who has had it, how does it feel? Ever since I got my nose surgery.. I’m just scared, so I don’t really touch my nose, and when I touch the nasal tip, it’s round and hard, so I get super depressed, Even now, I was touching my nasal tip and felt depressed, so I’m rambling But I guess no matter what material you use, it doesn’t feel like my original nose One of my friends who had surgery was told by a lady who gives skin massages that for people who had nose surgery, whether it’s filler or something else, each thing feels different when touched. Is there really nothing that feels similar to my original nose when touched? If there is, I want to do it with that Anyway, to summarize my questions!!! 1. Would it be possible for me to remove AlloDerm even after 2-4 years? I’m sure it’s possible.. but all the various things that come with it? Or should I add something on top of the AlloDerm?? 2. Since my nose revision surgery isn’t because of complications, would it be extremely expensive? I want to do it with my own money... and honestly, the economy is bad these days 3. How is Gore-Sili? Can you really make a pig nose +__+ 4. How is osteotomy? 5. Can rhinitis treatment surgery? something like that be done together with osteotomy? 6. Does AlloDerm normally feel round and lumpy, like something is bunched up, and hard when you grip it tightly?? About like soft cartilage? 7. Can you tell when you touch everyone who has had surgery? 8. Ah, I’m really curious about this too. If you get surgery, do you really suffer when you get old???? This scares me so much But then why do older actors in Korea get surgery.. I wonder if they’re not scared I’m such a scaredy-cat 9. Is there any material that feels similar to the nose of someone who hasn’t had surgery? If not, then for people who had nose surgery, everyone can tell by touching, right?? If so, later I kind of want to touch those celebrities who say things like, “I just lost weight,” once, male or female Honestly, they do it to earn money too.. kind of a mean thought?? But not only would I not be able to touch them, even if I did, only I would know 10. After getting rhinoplasty, did you tell the people around you? For me... I felt guilty, so without realizing it I said itㅡㅡㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ At first I lived feeling a bit intimidated.. but these days I just live so-so.. like before Sigh, this got soooo long. If anyone has read this far, thank you very much, Please give me lots and lots of answers I can’t give points like on Naver to those who answer.. but I’ll wish that this year is full of only good things for you ~~ Then everyone, good luck Oh, this is just something I’m curious about, but is AlloDerm really skin from a dead person??????? And if you get fat grafting, does it feel different when touched too?