I had surgery today

I wrote a consultation review below and said I decided on Bundang. So I went today and had a full-incision double eyelid surgery + epicanthoplasty.... I was bracing myself for the anesthetic injections, you know? But they really hurt Especially among the 3 shots, the injection near the inner corner of the eye hurt. And in the middle, the anesthesia gradually started wearing off, so from when they were suturing the muscle, everything kept stinging, and when they were suturing the outer skin, it hurt like getting an actual injection...... So I got anesthesia one more time in the middle; And the epicanthoplasty anesthetic injection.... That was really something;;;;;;; I honestly thought they were doing the epicanthoplasty with the needle while injecting the anesthesia....; It hurt so, so, so, so much that the first anesthetic injections felt like nothing But maybe I’m the type whose anesthesia wears off too easily... After the epicanthoplasty, when they were suturing the line at the end, the anesthesia wore off again, so when they were suturing the outer corner of my eye, it was almost like they were stitching raw flesh; It hurt so much that the words “It hurts! I think the anesthesia wore off I can feel everything ” just came out on their own, but the director said it was almost over, so just endure it... I seriously felt so upset I almost cried I wondered why I was doing this to myself when it hurt this much haha My eyes weren’t the kind that absolutely needed double eyelid surgery, so people asked me why I was getting surgery, and I felt depressed, wondering what I was doing, coming in clueless just to become prettier and having my raw skin cut haha Still, before surgery the director said I’d look pretty if I just had double eyelid surgery and lost some weight, and after surgery he said the surgery went well, so I felt reassured, but after coming home and seeing my swollen, bruised eyes, I’m worried whether the swelling will go down well~ I’ve cold-compressed twice for 30 minutes each now, and I’m planning to do it a few more times before sleeping, but even with compresses, the swelling isn’t really going down. They say the first and second days after surgery are important.... Anyway.... I’m never going to have surgery again I’ve decided to give up the desire to become prettier I’ll upload photos when the stitches are removed~