I had full-incision double eyelid surgery + medial epicanthoplasty today It hurts so much trembling;;;

I was super nervous since yesterday and felt like I was going to come down with body aches,, and now my condition is the worst.. I heard local anesthesia hurts the most, so I was so nervous;; my hands were dripping with sweat~ During the 1 hour and 30 minute surgery, I held the nurse’s hand tightly;; I sweated so much;; lol The anesthetic injections really did hurt;;; They told me to scream if it hurt, so I screamed like crazy; lol But.... after they did the right side first and were doing the left eye, they said my eyes were a bit uneven, and the line looked strange, so the doctor and nurse were whispering, telling me to open my eyes~ close them~ and in the end it seemed like they opened the right side and did it again Did something go wrong/? I got scared and asked, and.... very calmly, they said the lines became uneven, so they were redoing it~ and that nothing had gone wrong~;;; I got so scared in that moment that my nose stung and I started tearing up I kept clenching my teeth and holding it in, thinking I shouldn’t cry, I have to hold it in When I came home and looked closely, sure enough, there was quite a lot of blood on the right side~ and it hurts more I don’t like the line either, it’s a mess,,, so depressed.. Now after surgery, I came home, ate, took medicine, did an ice pack for a bit, then came to my senses and sat in front of the computer... But~ is it better to keep my eyes open? Or is it better to keep them closed? Either way it hurts so much, I don’t know what to do I’m a bit sensitive to pain Besides the medicine prescribed by the clinic, I’m also taking painkillers separately. I’m really scared of pain and can’t tolerate it,., Ahh~ I hope time passes quickly..