Day 6 after surgery .....

I also lived for years using double-eyelid tape and attaching false eyelashes, but I thought this wasn't right, made a firm decision, and made a reservation at the place my friends had gone to. As the date got closer, I felt really anxious, but the date had already come.... I decided because my friend said it didn't hurt much, but wow, the moment I lay down on the operating table, my heart was pounding so hard. Still, I held it in and did it. I thought I was going to die from the pain,,,,, I resented my friend so much during the surgery, but still, I held it in and did it On the first day after doing it, I was a monster lolololol Other people often look natural even on the first day ... why am I .....a monster Two days passed, and now it's been a week, but the swelling is still there... both eyes are uneven, and it's really giving me a headache. If the swelling goes down and they're not that severely uneven, then it's fine, but if my eyes end up like this, gasp ㅡㅡ;; that can't happen. I don't want to get back on an operating table ever again lolololol I'm scared to look in the mirror I'm really distressed, going to the office like this for a week now I've diligently done warm compresses whenever I had time ........Still, time will solve it, right? I want to cry. Because of this darn double eyelid, I restrained myself from eating, didn't cry, and held it all in, but when I look at my eyes, my head hurts lololol Do other people feel this way too??? Still, fighting. Until the day all the swelling goes down. I want to upload photos after a little more time passes. Everyone, fighting until the day you become prettier!!!!