This is the last path in my life. Please answer me

It’s been a month and a half since I had double eyelid surgery. I don’t know if one eye has come undone or if too much skin was cut away so there’s no extra skin left, but there’s no double eyelid, and a line is sticking out through the middle. Since the double eyelid doesn’t fold, of course only the incision line is clearly visible, and the scarring is so severe I look like a monster. I went to another clinic, and they said the medial epicanthoplasty wasn’t done at all and they only made scars instead, and said what even is this double eyelid, then told me to go to the plastic surgery department at a university hospital tomorrow, get diagnosed first, then go to the hospital that operated on me and either get a refund or something. What should I do It seems the muscle was damaged too, so my eye only opens halfway. They asked if I didn’t know it was hard to open my eye Don’t regular plastic surgery clinics all do ptosis testing?? Whether it must be done or whether it doesn’t need to be done?? The place I went to didn’t test anything like that and just did an incision, cut away all the extra skin, and stitched it up roughly, then told me to wait more than 3 months. I can’t do that. Honestly, even after 3 months, I can’t have it done here. Even if it costs a few million won more, I want to do revision surgery at a revision specialist, but is there no way to get a refund?? I don’t think the refund amount would even be enough to fix these scars (from the medial epicanthoplasty area to the front of the double eyelid, all scarred!! Another clinic’s doctor saw it and was horrified). Still, I need to get even that money back. Because of this, I can’t go to work and I have no money. They’ll probably say they’ll do the revision here, but I absolutely can’t. They definitely won’t do a muscle test again and will make it the same, and maybe because they’re not specialists, it’s obvious I’ll end up with my eyes half open, the eyelid crease undone, and totally creepy eyes. More than that, if I have one more surgery on my eyes, they’ll reach a state where nothing more can be done, so how could I do it there!! I’m just going to spend more of my own money and do it somewhere else, but is there no way to get a refund?? It’s been a month and a half, but my eye has no eyelid fold, there’s a horizontal line above, and the medial epicanthoplasty area looks like it was hacked up with a knife. This time is my last. If this goes wrong again, I’m going to kill myself. I can’t live. I absolutely can’t do it again here. But if I don’t get any money back and have surgery somewhere else only with my own money, I’ll be paying to erase that doctor’s mistake, and it’s really infuriating. What should I do??