Reporting every detail~

I had nose surgery 2 hours ago! Until before going to the hospital... I went without being scared at all, but once I actually got to the hospital and lay down, my body was trembling so much.... to the point I wondered if I was.... crazy.... So I calmed down, and the nurse put an IV in my wrist. After that, I was listening to music They trimmed my nose hairs... and I had sleep anesthesia. Wow, it was my first time doing that. While it was happening, everything was totally spinning~ this way and that~ it was chaos. But when they anesthetized my ear to remove cartilage.. I thought I was going to die from the pain The ear anesthesia hurt the most.. Then they anesthetized my nose and eyes (to pinch the ends)... After that, a little while later~ the anesthesia wore off, and even just from that I was out of it and felt like I might die, so I really wanted to stop. So I asked if the surgery was all finished, and they said it was just starting.......................... sob The doctor came in and removed cartilage from my ear. I don’t really know, but I could hear all these scraping sounds like when cleaning an ear, about 5~10 minutes?.... Because I had anesthesia... I’m not sure. But honestly, it only hurt when they did the anesthesia~ when they removed the cartilage, it didn’t hurt at all. Not at all, really not at all...... And for the nose.... I don’t know, but they kept touching it, pressing it, shaving it, ah...... ah ah.. It was horrible. And then.... I thought it was over, but another doctor came and did the design? positioned it, stitched it, taped it, revised the eyes, and it was done. I went in at 3:20 and came out at 5. It hurts. It still hurts now... I put in 4 mm, but it barely shows, and there’s just a lot of swelling, and bruising too...........blue.. ugh