I made it back alive,,

Ah damn, I had written a whole rambling post, but I pressed back ㅡㅠㅠ I’m the one below who said I was going in for major work,, Cheekbones, jaw, chin, nose, fat grafting (this will be a month later after the swelling goes down) In the end, I went and did it, and I made it back alive... Anesthesia happened smoothly, and waking up was smooth too,, After I came out, more than pain, my body was so exhausted that it was hard... I heard at other hospitals the nurses keep bothering you, telling you not to sleep, to spit out bloody phlegm, and to take deep breaths, but I didn’t have that,,, They told me not to sleep a little, but I was so tired that I asked, “Can I sleep?” and they just told me to sleep deeply, Then while I was sleeping well, I woke up because I needed to pee, and they said, “You already need to urinate?” I felt good because it seemed like I was waking from anesthesia quickly and recovering fast.. Ah, first I looked in the mirror and was shocked once by my swollen face,, But when peeing, it’s so annoying.. I don’t know if this is the anesthesia wearing off, but the feeling of peeing is different from usual, and while peeing my stomach feels completely strange.. I keep burping and feel nauseated,, I woke up two more times at dawn like that, felt nauseated twice and dived back into bed... Other than when the nurse came a few times and rustled around, I slept well... Other people said they suffered because their throat hurt so much, but I didn’t have bloody phlegm, and my throat just hurt a little, about like having a cold.. I thought that was such a relief ㅡㅠㅠㅠ I was really worried because of people saying their throat hurt... When I woke up today, as expected, just sitting up made me nauseated, so while getting ready for discharge, I got up and lay back down about five times.. That part was a bit hard.. Then after a little while I felt okay, got ready for discharge, and took a taxi. Other places didn’t hurt, but for me, even now, the thigh where I had liposuction hurts so much.. like I ran about twenty laps around a track,, like muscle soreness and bruising,, Right now, the bloody phlegm that didn’t come out yesterday seems to finally be coming out today, so I’m spitting it out often, my nose is a bit blocked too,, my throat still doesn’t hurt,, My face is very swollen, Ah, what worries me is that the inside of my mouth is very swollen, so it’s hard,, I wanted to quickly eat food and recover my energy,, but the inside of my mouth and my lips are all swollen, so even sucking liquids through a straw is so hard.. I bought a lot of porridge, but I can’t eat it at all ㅡㅠ Is this normally like this? What’s fortunate is that I thought I’d suffer because my stomach would feel strange from being too empty, but after surgery I’ve had one pumpkin juice and one soy milk, and it’s bearable now.. Strangely, I can tolerate pain from wounds on my body pretty well, but I can’t tolerate menstrual cramps or that strange stomach discomfort very well And when the clinic manager explained the mouthwash, she told me to use my cheek muscles to gargle, but yeah right,, I can’t even move my lips. It’s completely impossible to puff out my cheeks at all right now because I’m so swollen,, So I’m just holding it in my mouth and spitting it out. Is that okay,, I’m worried about the mouthwash.. I’m also scared of getting inflammation ㅡㅠㅠ And how often should I use the mouthwash? It’s a bit annoying, so I’ve been doing it once every two or three hours,, Ah, and my mom, who gave me permission for surgery with so, so, so much difficulty, told me to come back as Kim Tae-hee,, yeah right,,, My face is very swollen right now, but my features haven’t really changed that much I had totally major work done, shouldn’t I change dramatically;;;; Somehow I feel a little wronged;;;