This is serious!! Who asked them to make it this high!!!

It’s been 36 days since my nose surgery.. At this point, shouldn’t I be getting a little used to it? They made me into a completely different person... My cute nose is nowhere to be found, and Mona Lisa is in the mirror. I asked them to raise it just a tiny bit.. My forehead is already low, and because of this nose that comes down connected to my forehead, even after a month I can’t go outside and I’m just living like this.. I’ve totally become a big-nosed person~ The swelling seemed to go down and then swell back up again.... About 4 days ago, I cried a lot for 3 days~~ Even though my nose was uncomfortable and painful, tears kept coming, so I kept crying... I don’t know if it’s swollen because of that,,.. or if this is the end of it going down... I just wish it would go down a bit!!!!!!!!!! Give me back my pretty nose!.. My small and cute nose!!!! Sob sob sob, my face is already small, but only my nose looks big.. sob sob Will it go down?? Will the glabella area come down a lot?? I wish it would come down about 3 mm.. I can’t tell at all how much they raised it.. During the consultation, they said it needed to be raised 3–4 mm... Mine is L-shaped, but does that mean the size of the implant is 3–4 mm all the way to the nasal tip?