Today is day 14.

I’m the middle-aged woman who said on day 3 that I was full of regret. As expected, up until one week I was full of regret, and after getting the stitches removed and the pain gradually decreased, now it has become a little more bearable. Even now, when I change positions, I still suffer for a few dozen seconds from the pain that comes rushing in, but it’s much better than before. Now my prettier breasts are starting to catch my eye too, and I feel like I’ve recovered a lot mentally. During the first week, my body was one thing, but I was really depressed and all that. Even now, doing housework isn’t like before. I have no strength in my arms, and although I’m doing massage in my own way, it pulls and hurts when I raise my arms to take things down or massage my armpits. The doctor said it would be okay with time and told me to keep massaging diligently even if it hurts. I felt like my pain was worse than other people’s, so I asked the doctor all sorts of things, and he told me please stop worrying in advance. He said I was going out of my way to worry... lol Because I heard the texture would be good, I’m trying to massage diligently even though it hurts, but massage really seems hard. For me, it’s harder because I have pain when massaging, but doing it on schedule also doesn’t go as well as I thought. I’m taking the capsular contracture prevention medication regularly, but I’m a little concerned because I can’t massage often. Anyway, looking at my prettier breasts, I’m trying to forget the pain I’ve had so far a little. There’s still a long way to go, but even just because it would be a waste after suffering this much, I should massage diligently and do what I need to do. Someday the pain from this skin rubbing will disappear too and the day will come when I feel comfortable, right? Hoping that day comes quickly, I’ll post again next time.